Last night at 10 pm I started Greg Bear's Blood Music and finished it up this morning. Didn't sleep well in other words. I got this book b/c I'm trying to make peace with the lyme/ehrlichia combination that will not leave my body (read about it in Walter Benn Michaels The Shape of the Signifier). Although somehow I doubt things are going to go so well for me, that the lyme/ehrlichia are transforming me into a more peaceful and transformative state.